I was touched by what she did..没福音，就是善事了。可是，我连这点也做不到，我算什么呢？(English version)

Yeah, I have a friend, her name is Alia. She has a dream, which is to change the world. One day, last year, she came across something about the children in Kelala which had cleft lips and in their village, the villagers believed that those children have been cursed and that’s why they have some defects. Alia get excited and she wanted to start a project in conjunction with her dream. She hopes to raise some funds so that those kids have the money to repair their cleft lip and they will have opportunity to smile like others too. What a good thought, a smile to change the world!

And last night I was stunned to see her post in the facebook, she was heading towards the Jubilee Mission Hospital! To all the Christian out there, from the names itself I guess you guys should know what this hospital is for.. But I was not satisfied yet during that time, I opened the website on this Jubilee Mission Hospital. There are lots of objectives of this hospital and one of them is to promote human and Christian values in every sphere of health care delivery, medical education and research.

See my friend; a muslim friend is helping regardless of race and religion! This really bring me to a great shock because before this, I planned to make a medical trip to orang asli in somewhere around Sibu, and I would like to ask some brothers and sisters in my church to help us to reach those place because I only been to the orang asli places with those church people. However one of my friends said cannot just because I asked the help from the church, actually I was really upset with what she said because her word is really a bit harsh for me. I learnt Arabic because I wanted to go to d middle east but the way she said is like it is wrong to help other religions.

There is once I asked my Sunday Sch tcer, izit ok if I helped people from other religions, my teacher, aunty Ma Nar replied: of coz u must!

There is once I asked Izati about this issue, she said of coz we must helped others, we are going to be a doctor who treat the patients regardless of race and religions and creed!! thx ya Izati, for ur kind advice!!

And lastly, what Alia did this time reconfirm me once that it is right thing for me to learn Arabic to achieve my dream.. Thx for those who gave me all the advices and inspired me indirectly =)

我一生要赞美你

最近，我也有遇到很多不如意的事。事情没有像我想象中那样一凡风顺…我口里会说,我所做的都是为神而做的,为什么事情不顺利呢? 事不成,我觉得非常失望! 自问,”神啊! 你躲在哪里?”

可是，我的朋有，许鲁意仍叫我不要放弃。。。相信神。我就坚持住了，一天一天就这样熬过去了。不容易！每当我软弱到我撑不住的时，我就赶紧跪下祷告。甚至有时流泪了。。。

中间真的发生了好多好多事。。。有空下才全部写下来。。。时间就这么一过，到了紧急时刻。。。

结论是： 神赐给我的，是比我想象的还要多。如果，你问我，马来西亚会下雪吗？我会回答你说，神能使它下雪。。。在祂没有难成的事。。

祷告：主啊，谢谢你所赐给我的恩典，是我永远数不完的。。。希望我的信心，会比世界上的每一样东西还要大，还要坚固！我一生要赞美你。。。

Learning Arabic~

Thank you my friend, Atikah Amin for ur willingness to teach me.. I am learning Arabic to prepare myself for the journey going to my dream! Aim for the moon, land on the star and u will get nearer to the moon.. --> there is a meaning behind the bushes but I will not reveal it here ya!

Friendship angel~

Many people will walk in and out or your life,
but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

Gossip

A woman repeated a bit of gossip about a neighbor. Within a few days the whole community knew the story. The person it concerned was deeply hurt and offended. Later the woman responsible for spreading the rumor learned that it was completely untrue. She was very sorry and went to a wise old sage to find out what she could do to repair the damage.

"TripleFilterTest"

Long time ago in ancient Greece, there live a man named Socrates, who was highly knowledgeable and an esteemed philosopher. One fine day, a fellow approached him. That person told Socrates that he has some information to tell him about his friend. Before he could even start talking about his friend, Socrates told him to take a test known as the 'Triple Filter Test'.

The first test of the 'Triple Filer Test' was the filter of truth. Socrates asked him if the information he had was the truth. The person said that he had just heard it on the way and was not sure if it was the absolute truth. The second filter was that of goodness. He asked if the information was regarding anything good about his friend. The man said it was actually the opposite. The third filter was that of usefulness. Socrates asked if the information was useful to him in any way. The man replied in the negative.

Socrates then replied that when the information regarding a friend is not true, good or useful, then why it should be conveyed at all. The moral of the story is that you may always participate in loose gossip, but when it comes to your friends ,it is just not worth it. You know your friends better than others. Therefore, you must avoid talking behind the back of your dearest friends. It only leads to strained relations and shows that you are not reliable or trustworthy as a friend.

My friends... A & A

erm... last night dreamt about 2 my close friends. Hope my dream will never come true. In my dream, both if them did not talk at all, I really hope their misunderstanding will get over soon. It's their problem actually! Nothing to do with me...so why do I so busy body? Erm..maybe because I love both of them.. But in order to say sorry and to forgive, it depends to themselves actually, I can't do much and I will not go and ask about their problem anymore, but sincerely, I hope as times go by, they will be ok and become good friends again. One of them did not change the profile picture, which both of them took together, means that she still have her in her heart although she refused to accept the apologize. I guess just a lil bit of egoistic there. Maybe just give her some times? Evelyn, stop bothering about others problems, they will not like it if you "masuk campur" ok!! =(

And what comes into my mind:
Random thought: How much does a friend cost huh? 2 cents? 2 millions? A misunderstanding? An apologize? A forgiveness? 2 days silence or a forever silence???