God listens to prayers...

YaHoo! Just finish d Chemistry test today~ Huh! worry for so long...But wait..this Wednesday is Pengajian Malaysia test and Thursday...Oh..no! Physic test...I am not good in Physic ...dunno y oo..However, I am very very happy..Let me share..yesterday suddenly I had an urge to study at Club house in front of my apartment there, so, I went there with Amira and Regi. During that time, I was having headache, actually I had been coughing for 2 weeks already, and did not recover..Around 2 something we went to Indon Cafe there to have our lunch. We sat in the cafe for at least one and a half hour..because Regi's and Mira's food was served late. After that, we went back to the club house to continue our studies..Regi and Mira went down to buy french fries...we ate french fries while studies to stay AWAKE!

Just as three of us sit together and having chit-chat, suddenly I saw a woman walking by, sitting at the third table. From the first sight I can knew she's a Christian because I saw her t-shirt-something about mission 2007 and there's a cross there. So I am quite sure that this lady must be a Christian. At first I ask Regi to approach the lady but she didn't dare to do so..so I have to go by my own..so as usual, with my 'muka tembok', I went and approached the lady. Yeah, she's from Methodist church, she is going around doing something like...erm..in short "she's from Campus Crusade for Christ". Never heard before? So do I..hehe! She told me that they have a fellowship every Sunday night at 7.30p.m. She also told me many things, I felt like she's my angel, the happiness is just as the day I got the chance to talk to Pastor Moh Chiu Yin on the flight on the 7th July 2008. about 2 months ago(unbelievable meeting, thx God!)..so I got to know that there's a girl doing BPharm in CUCMS, she came from Sibu a few weeks ago..Glad to know her so after this maybe I 'll go to church with her..Yeah, like Sis Xue Er said,"God listens to my prayer." Really!! all the glory be to God.

Tiring~

I have been coughing for more than a week dy... Haiz~ Here, in CUCMS we have to take Information Technology..have to do a website..By 10.30 am today, Pn. Salihah want to see our website .. Haha..guess when did I upload the file? My group, Mira and Harmeet uploaded the file in the web hosting at 5.30a.m. at main campus. So, what time did we go back 2 Cyberia? After that la..I slept at around 6.00 a.m. Luckily my class start at 10.30a.m. First time experience~:p But I slept in Dr. Azah class...Can't help to open my eyes during d class...sorry~

Some others feeling creeps into my heart...

A day that I've been waiting for a month finally comes. It's a charity event organised by Foundation in Sciences Association (FOSA). All the while the committee's members and the foundation students are busy working on this event. Basically, we are having a BBq and spent some times with the kids from Tasputra Perkim.

That morning, I reached at the Cyberpark around 7.30 a.m. Help out a little bit and get all the items for games in a place. After that, Chai Peng and I found out we didn't have polystrene bowl so we go around Cyberjaya to find. Luckily, a store beside 7-eleven did sell the polysterne bowl and mahjong paper...

I was very excited when I heard the team from Tasputra Perkim's is arriving. Usherers went to welcomed them. However, when I saw them, some others feeling creeps into my heart, is it sympathy? sad? heart broken? I only waved to them as they passed by. Most of them are on the wheelchairs. Amira quickly came to me and she said that she felt like want to cry. I asked her to cool down because Puan Suraya did tell us, not to cry on that day.

I no longer standing there, because I knew that there must be a change in the plan for the games. At last, Melvin and I decided to cancel out 2 games due to their inability and we brought them to go for a walk in the Cyberpark. I was quite busy serving the food, in charge of the games but I did manage to take some photo. I too spent times with 3 disable kids, who are Meng, Umi and Letchumi. Later I will show you the photos. I preferred to load myself with some works because I will become very sad when I saw them "the kids". But of course I still put on a smile and carried some of them when I was with them. Actually when I carried them, I too afraid that I might harm them beacuse I was not good in carrying baby, since I have no younger sister or brother.

I was very happy when I saw our guitarists- Melvin, Sanjeev, Harith, Ikmal, Azu and Syafiq,our mascot "the pooh" entertained the kids. Firdaus, one of the kids can play guitar also. All the kids love the music very much. I was really happy when I saw the kids really enjoyed.

That night, I called my mother. I cried...My mum was very shocked. I am a kind that hard to cry in front of people and like to cry alone..Sometimes I will cry to people who I feel they are close to me, such as my mum...Take note that if you ever saw me crying in public, sorry...that's not me :-) I asked my mum why the world is so unfair...My spiritual teacher too tell me that my main focus now is to study! She said what can I do for those disable??? I myself dunno what am I doing here..rite now in CUCMS :(

Me, Meng and Chai Peng

Letchumi and I

My buddies

30 hours famine theme song, hope this song will remind us of them....for me more on less the situation is quite similar~

明天孩有希望
Tomorrow

小小的眼光
失去了光芒
即使小小的手掌
也有权飞翔
大大的梦想
失去了力量
哪儿有大大的肩膀
温暖他心房
明天孩子们会有希望
会长出耀眼的翅膀
朝着那温暖的风和光
轻轻地飞扬
The world we live in
Can do with giving
A child today
Is a child of our tomorrow
I’ve seen the children
Who have been broken
By wars and hunger and natural disaster
So broken
When tomorrow comes
We must have hope
We must reach out
To every single child
When Tomorrow comes
We spread our love
And make it a better day
生活会有悲和喜
We’ve gotta pray and do our best
只要伸出我们的手
To bring you a better tomorrow
明天孩子们会有希望
会长出耀眼的翅膀
When Tomorrow comes
We spread our love
And make it a better day/让你我都飞扬
明天孩子们会有希望
会长出耀眼的翅膀
When Tomorrow comes
We spread our love
And make it a better day

I found...

This happened a day before the charity event. I found a true friend. There were several times where I was very stress preparing the stuff for the activities (games) on the day of the charity event. This 'girl' always supported me and encouraged me to be stronger. She asked me not to give up easily. A tree with a strong root but without a firm soil to support it will fall down at last.

The day before the charity event, I went to her house to help her housemates in preparing 'dadih' and jelly. Wow! That's my first experience since that my family is a kind who do not have interest in baking~ After that, we went to Indo Cafe to have our dinner and at the same time, we watch the opening ceremony of the Beijing Olimpic 2008. She knew that I have to help Put to do the banner so she came to lend a hand to us.

That night, she came to sleep in my house with the permission from my housemates. She too help us in preparing the sandwiches. I slept around 4.00 a.m...Zzzzz.Throughout this charity event, I didn't spend much time with Amira because she have been very busy with Haizun, the person-in-charge of food.

Sleep soundly after that since I have been going around that morning...distributing the task to the games committee members...tired!

Why I have to help people in need? Because of LOVE...

Is it that I done it all for fame? Or is it I think that I will become happier by helping others? What did bible tell us?

Bible says :

You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind.' "This is the great and foremost commandment. "And a second is like it, 'You shall love your neighbor as yourself.' On these two commandments depend the whole Law and the Prophets." ( Matthew 22:37-40)

"But love your enemies, and do good, and lend, expecting nothing in return; and your reward in heaven will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High; for He Himself is kind to ungrateful and evil men." ( Luke 6:35)

" A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another, even as I have loved you, that you also love one another. By this all men will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another." ( John 13:34-35)

Actually, I helped them because I can see Jesus in them. I do it all for the glory of God. My wish is “I want to bring happiness whenever I go, LOVE them with pure heart and spread the gospel to them! So that men will know that I am His disciple! My favourite bible verse is “Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity. (1 Tim. 4:12)

God’s wish “He wants everyone to be save”... I love my parents and all my relatives. I love my friends too, especially my sister! I hope one day she will accept Jesus as her personal savior. Hopefully everyone will have an opportunity to heard the good news, the gospel. I already loved them, but I know that’s not enough~

为何我要帮他们？因为爱！

难到我要出名吗？ 或是我本身觉得助人为快乐之本？圣经怎么说呢？

圣经说 ：

耶稣对他说，你要尽心，尽性，尽意，爱主你的神。 这是诫命中的第一，且是最大的。 其次也相仿，就是要爱人如己。 这两条诫命，是律法和先知一切道理的总纲。 ( 马太 22:37-40)

你们倒要爱仇敌，也要善待他们，并要借给人不指望偿还。你们的赏赐就必大了，你们也必作至高者的儿子。因为他恩待那忘恩的和作恶的。 ( 路加 6:35)

我赐给你们一条新命令，乃是叫你们彼此相爱。我怎样爱你们，你们也要怎样相爱。 你们若有彼此相爱的心，众人因此就认出你们是我的门徒了。 ( 约翰 13:34-35)

其实，我帮助他们是因为在他们里我看到耶稣。我所做的一切是为了荣耀神的名。我的愿望是 “无论我到那里去，我都要带给人们喜乐！真心的爱他们， 把福音传给他们！” 。众人因此就认出我们是我主耶稣的门徒了。。。我最喜欢的经节是“不可叫人看小你年轻。总要在言语，行为， 爱心， 青洁上， 都要做信徒的榜样”。 (提摩太前书4章12节)

神的心愿是“不愿一人沉沦，乃愿人人得救！”。我爱我的父母，我的外婆，外公，舅舅，还有我的亲戚们， 我也爱我的朋友们，由其是我最要好的姐妹，王X X 。。。但愿人人都有机会听到福音! 我已爱他们了，可是我知道那是不够的～