Some others feeling creeps into my heart...

A day that I've been waiting for a month finally comes. It's a charity event organised by Foundation in Sciences Association (FOSA). All the while the committee's members and the foundation students are busy working on this event. Basically, we are having a BBq and spent some times with the kids from Tasputra Perkim.

That morning, I reached at the Cyberpark around 7.30 a.m. Help out a little bit and get all the items for games in a place. After that, Chai Peng and I found out we didn't have polystrene bowl so we go around Cyberjaya to find. Luckily, a store beside 7-eleven did sell the polysterne bowl and mahjong paper...

I was very excited when I heard the team from Tasputra Perkim's is arriving. Usherers went to welcomed them. However, when I saw them, some others feeling creeps into my heart, is it sympathy? sad? heart broken? I only waved to them as they passed by. Most of them are on the wheelchairs. Amira quickly came to me and she said that she felt like want to cry. I asked her to cool down because Puan Suraya did tell us, not to cry on that day.

I no longer standing there, because I knew that there must be a change in the plan for the games. At last, Melvin and I decided to cancel out 2 games due to their inability and we brought them to go for a walk in the Cyberpark. I was quite busy serving the food, in charge of the games but I did manage to take some photo. I too spent times with 3 disable kids, who are Meng, Umi and Letchumi. Later I will show you the photos. I preferred to load myself with some works because I will become very sad when I saw them "the kids". But of course I still put on a smile and carried some of them when I was with them. Actually when I carried them, I too afraid that I might harm them beacuse I was not good in carrying baby, since I have no younger sister or brother.

I was very happy when I saw our guitarists- Melvin, Sanjeev, Harith, Ikmal, Azu and Syafiq,our mascot "the pooh" entertained the kids. Firdaus, one of the kids can play guitar also. All the kids love the music very much. I was really happy when I saw the kids really enjoyed.

That night, I called my mother. I cried...My mum was very shocked. I am a kind that hard to cry in front of people and like to cry alone..Sometimes I will cry to people who I feel they are close to me, such as my mum...Take note that if you ever saw me crying in public, sorry...that's not me :-) I asked my mum why the world is so unfair...My spiritual teacher too tell me that my main focus now is to study! She said what can I do for those disable??? I myself dunno what am I doing here..rite now in CUCMS :(

Me, Meng and Chai Peng

Letchumi and I

My buddies

30 hours famine theme song, hope this song will remind us of them....for me more on less the situation is quite similar~

明天孩有希望
Tomorrow

小小的眼光
失去了光芒
即使小小的手掌
也有权飞翔
大大的梦想
失去了力量
哪儿有大大的肩膀
温暖他心房
明天孩子们会有希望
会长出耀眼的翅膀
朝着那温暖的风和光
轻轻地飞扬
The world we live in
Can do with giving
A child today
Is a child of our tomorrow
I’ve seen the children
Who have been broken
By wars and hunger and natural disaster
So broken
When tomorrow comes
We must have hope
We must reach out
To every single child
When Tomorrow comes
We spread our love
And make it a better day
生活会有悲和喜
We’ve gotta pray and do our best
只要伸出我们的手
To bring you a better tomorrow
明天孩子们会有希望
会长出耀眼的翅膀
When Tomorrow comes
We spread our love
And make it a better day/让你我都飞扬
明天孩子们会有希望
会长出耀眼的翅膀
When Tomorrow comes
We spread our love
And make it a better day