Saturday, May 29, 2010

我一生要赞美你

最近,我也有遇到很多不如意的事。事情没有像我想象中那样一凡风顺我口里会说,我所做的都是为神而做的,为什么事情不顺利呢? 事不成,我觉得非常失望! 自问,”神啊! 你躲在哪里?”

可是,我的朋有,许鲁意仍叫我不要放弃。。。相信神。我就坚持住了,一天一天就这样熬过去了。不容易!每当我软弱到我撑不住的时,我就赶紧跪下祷告。甚至有时流泪了。。。

中间真的发生了好多好多事。。。有空下才全部写下来。。。时间就这么一过,到了紧急时刻。。。

结论是: 神赐给我的,是比我想象的还要多。如果,你问我,马来西亚会下雪吗?我会回答你说,神能使它下雪。。。在祂没有难成的事。。

祷告:主啊,谢谢你所赐给我的恩典,是我永远数不完的。。。希望我的信心,会比世界上的每一样东西还要大,还要坚固!我一生要赞美你。。。

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Learning Arabic~




Thank you my friend, Atikah Amin for ur willingness to teach me.. I am learning Arabic to prepare myself for the journey going to my dream! Aim for the moon, land on the star and u will get nearer to the moon.. --> there is a meaning behind the bushes but I will not reveal it here ya!

Friendship angel~

Many people will walk in and out or your life,
but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

To handle yourself, use your head,
To handle others, use your heart.

Anger is only one letter short of danger.

If someone betrays you once, it's his fault.
If he betrays you twice, it's your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.

God Gives every bird it's food,
But He does not throw it into it's nest.

He who loses money, loses much
He who loses a friend, loses more
He who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are acts of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.

Learn from the mistakes of others.
You can't live long enough to make them all yourself.

The tongue weighs practically nothing, but so few people can hold it.

Friends, you and me
you brought another friend
and then there were three
we started our group
Our circle of friends
and like that circle
there is no beginning
there is no end.


www.brosia.com

Gossip

A woman repeated a bit of gossip about a neighbor. Within a few days the whole community knew the story. The person it concerned was deeply hurt and offended. Later the woman responsible for spreading the rumor learned that it was completely untrue. She was very sorry and went to a wise old sage to find out what she could do to repair the damage.

"Go to the marketplace," he said, "and purchase a chicken, and have it killed. Then on your way home, pluck its feathers and drop them one by one along the road."

Although surprised by this advice, the woman did what she was told.

The next day the wise man said, "Now go and collect all those feathers you dropped yesterday and bring them back to me."

The woman followed the same road, but to her dismay, the wind had blown the feathers all away. After searching for hours, she returned with only three in her hand.

"You see," said the old sage, "it's easy to drop them, but it's impossible to get them back. So it is with gossip. It doesn't take much to spread a rumor, but once you do, you can never completely undo the wrong."

-www.brosia.com

"TripleFilterTest"

Long time ago in ancient Greece, there live a man named Socrates, who was highly knowledgeable and an esteemed philosopher. One fine day, a fellow approached him. That person told Socrates that he has some information to tell him about his friend. Before he could even start talking about his friend, Socrates told him to take a test known as the 'Triple Filter Test'.

The first test of the 'Triple Filer Test' was the filter of truth. Socrates asked him if the information he had was the truth. The person said that he had just heard it on the way and was not sure if it was the absolute truth. The second filter was that of goodness. He asked if the information was regarding anything good about his friend. The man said it was actually the opposite. The third filter was that of usefulness. Socrates asked if the information was useful to him in any way. The man replied in the negative.

Socrates then replied that when the information regarding a friend is not true, good or useful, then why it should be conveyed at all. The moral of the story is that you may always participate in loose gossip, but when it comes to your friends ,it is just not worth it. You know your friends better than others. Therefore, you must avoid talking behind the back of your dearest friends. It only leads to strained relations and shows that you are not reliable or trustworthy as a friend.

My friends... A & A

erm... last night dreamt about 2 my close friends. Hope my dream will never come true. In my dream, both if them did not talk at all, I really hope their misunderstanding will get over soon. It's their problem actually! Nothing to do with me...so why do I so busy body? Erm..maybe because I love both of them.. But in order to say sorry and to forgive, it depends to themselves actually, I can't do much and I will not go and ask about their problem anymore, but sincerely, I hope as times go by, they will be ok and become good friends again. One of them did not change the profile picture, which both of them took together, means that she still have her in her heart although she refused to accept the apologize. I guess just a lil bit of egoistic there. Maybe just give her some times? Evelyn, stop bothering about others problems, they will not like it if you "masuk campur" ok!! =(

And what comes into my mind:
Random thought: How much does a friend cost huh? 2 cents? 2 millions? A misunderstanding? An apologize? A forgiveness? 2 days silence or a forever silence???

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

真心的笑。。。您在哪?

我已经很久没有真心的笑了,我忘了我最后一次真心的笑时是几时???

Sunday, May 9, 2010

A gift for a friend, or a heart to worship?

This morning I was late for the church service. Dr. Lee and Lilian they all departed to the church first. Then, my friend agreed to bring me there but my friend will only arrive here in 8.20a.m. The Sunday service started at 8.00a.m. For me, the purpose for me to go to the church is not only to listen to the sermon but I wanted to praise and worship the greatness of God as well. Actually I was damn tired already because I have been really busy with the orientation for the past few days. The purpose I wanted to went to the church with Dr. Lee they all because I wanted to get a birthday gift for a friend of mine. However, after a long thought, I decided not to go because I will definitely missed the praise and worship time which I don't like.

Unfortunately, the van which suppossed to come and fetch us lost somewhere and we reached the church almost half an hour late. During the journey, I was thinking, after all, things went on the same if I went to the Sunday service at first session, for both, I will be late. However, there is something different: I determined to go to the first session although I will be late because I wanted to go to Jusco to get a gift for my friend, which at last I chose not to because my purpose is been out of the path, whereby in doing that, I am actually priortizing my friend, rather than God. However, really thanks God that I was going for the second session's Sunday service, though I was late, but the heart to worship God is there. I am preparing my heart to the church.

I realized one thing, which is that "what God value most is what is in our heart", not by our action, maybe some people might think that going to church is necessary but many failed to realize that our sincerity is even more important. :)

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

It's all my fault..

yea..it's all my fault. Yesterday, I felt so sorry for not volunteering to present the SCTL. Dr. Ibrahim juz walked out like that. I was sad that we had made him upset... AGAIN.. I intended to present question no. 13 and question no. 14. But then, he walked out dy.. I was not happy. Today, Dr. Khin need an answer from us, so I just answered sincerely. Yes, what Dr. Khin scolded was right! If I only focus on que no.13 and que no.14, which were my part, I will never progress. I memorized what she sad. The words kept swimming in my mind the whole day. I memorized and didn't want the words to get out of my mind because I do not want to repeat the same mistake. I mean it..I know this is what I said when I made Dr. Mustafa upset by not volunteering also. And I never change!! So, this time, I gonna remember what Dr. Khin said this morning and I will work harder because I need to "progress". I will remember this until I become a doctor in future, by God's will. I am d one to be blamed because I, myself did not do the SCTL preparation. That's my fault.. No more next time, pls... Evelyn! =(