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210910 ... Finally, I met Azri and Amir!! (^^)V

I was touched for what my friends had done. They are a very good friend of mine. Amir will be flied off to Cardiff to further his studies in Engineering in Computer on 23rd Sept 2010. 2 days before he took off, he came to visit me in Cyberjaya. Actually he came to Cyberjaya to pick up a friend of mine, Firdaus. They wanted to go to the airport to send off one of my friend, Achik. I can’t join them because I have sunathon training in college that night. So after he picked up my friend from MMU, he came to CUCMS and we had a dinner together. We chit-chatted for almost one and a half hour. It is fun to meet back again my secondary school friends after 3 years. After SPM, I haven’t had an opportunity to see my friend because all of them were in Penang and whenever I have holidays, I will go back to my hometown, Sibu, Sarawak. So we never had a chance to meet.

After they sent my friend in KLIA, they came back to Cyberjaya, as they need to put back P-dut in MMUn(^_^") To my surprise, P-dut sent me a msg, asking me to wait in front of my college. They wanted to bring me out for supper. I asked them to pick me up from my house, I need to go back and refresh myself, after whole day I was in my college..(8am - 10pm..fainting!). Since I know after this we could hardly meet each other again, I followed them to have supper at al-Aqsa near the Petronas there. It was really nice and fun to meet back my old friends, exchanging our life experiences after SPM with each other. And, not to forget, updating myself with the gossips among my members..

Soksekians'0307, I really missed u guys so so much. Hope all of u r doing well!!!!!!!!!!!

Kinder Bueno's love story (friendship story)

"Yes, it's my 1st Kinder Bueno although I always saw this chocolate near the counter of any supermarket. One of my friend love this chocolate very much but I never try to taste it. This was because I never like to try new things! Hehe...

A friend of mine gave me a bar of Kinder Bueno last Wednesday. Actually, the night before, I was thinking to stop caring about others because I started to feel tired. However, I was shocked to receive the chocolate and a small note from Alina. She thanked me for what I have done for her! Actually that's only a very small matter and I guess others will do it as well if they were in my place. However, I really appreciate it and I sticked the small note in my planner, because I don't want to stop caring others.

Sometimes, I may be too attached, and I think that makes me think a lot, even when it is a very small matter or the matter do not have any business to do to me. When I think a lot, I worried a lot and I guess maybe some people will feel inconvenient when I asked too many questions. I kept reminding myself with this, taken from the book of Romans:-

Love, for the Day is Near
Let no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love one another, for he who loves his fellowman has fulfilled the law. The commandments, "Do not commit adultery," "Do not murder," "Do not steal," "Do not covet," and whatever other commandment there may be, are summed up in this one rule: "Love your neighbor as yourself." Love does no harm to its neighbor. Therefore love is the fulfillment of the law. (13: 8-10)"

author: la vie.

Reflection: I always felt like I need to care and love my friends, because God has love us in the first place. That is what I hold on all the while. However, I guess maybe some of my friends had started to feel annoyed? Ok then.. I will try to stop if I realized u started to get annoyed with me. Anyhting after this, I will refer back to the verse taken from the book of Romans, as stated in the story above.Thank you Lord =) So no more tiring ya!! Go go chaiyok!!

Now, I had felt in love with Kindo Bueno =) I tried that and it was so yummy!!

What lead me to tears?

A thousands of sad movies won't lead me to a single drop of tears, but "that particular matter" (related to my religion, I chose to keep it secret) always lead me to a pool of tears.. Pls God, can u help me..? I know You will. It is an impossible, but all things are possible in You.. Only in you, that I trust this matter to..

Disappointment

Disappointment.. with who? I don't know. I care so much 'till it is painful, that at last I choose to care less about it .. =(

By the way, I was quite happy today! I gained some new knowledge, actually I should say it is a revision for me. I attended a lecture on sunathon. I was wondering, can I do all those circumcision? But then, how do I know my ability 'till I try it? Looking forward to "gain new knowledge" everyday. Haha.. =D

How peanut butter got its name

Just want to share with u guys a short story which I found online.

One day, peanut have a heart to heart session with butter.

Butter told peanut that she had a hard feeling on peanut when peanut was close with other beans.

Actually peanut felt the same thing before this. After the confrontation, each of them knows what the other side felt. And why they had a hard feeling on each other when the opposite site was close to the others? It's because they "care" each other too much.

The moral value of this short story is that, do not keep things to yourself, confront that person if you have to do so, so that both may know the true story and aren't this strengthen a relationship between friends? That's how peanut butter got its name.

-Anonymous

and I guess the peanut and the butter are able to maintain their friendship =)


Peanut butter

Revise my "niat"

This afternoon, as usual, I was in my grandfather's office when suddenly a phone rang and there is no one else in the office. So I picked up the phone. Someone (a businessman) was looking for my mum, but she is busy outside in the store I guess, and suddenly he (the one who is speaking to me on the phone) asked, "Is this her daughter?"

"Yes." I answered.

"How come you are in Sibu? Holidays?"

"Yes."

"When will you graduate? Faster graduate .."

I said.. "another 4 more years."

"How come you still need so long? I thought u were in West Malaysia since long ago."

"Erm.. I have my secondary school in Penang, and now I was in one of the Uni in Cyberjaya there..."

That's a short conversation this afternoon. At last my mum did explained to that uncle about my situation and telling him that I am taking medicine, only then he understood why it took so long for me to complete my degree.. My mum told me that he actually asked me to graduate faster and come back to help my mum as he thought that I am taking the degree for business (^_^")

Actually I was so used to people asking me that, "how come u have been in West Malaysia for so long???" Hm... and I will repeat the same thing everytime :)

There was some times, perhaps many times that I was so down and tired of my life (normally a day before my final exam..hehe.. bcoz there'll be so many things I have to study). I will think that "Why am I getting myself into all this thing? Why am I not getting myself into business world? Evelyn, you want to become a doctor? Are you mad? Being a medical student, it's not easy! Ur parents have to pay a sum of money and you, yourself have to work hard.

However, thanks to Dr. Hazian! She used to told us, "Being a medical student it is normal when u think in that way. Always revise ur 'NIAT' ".. She repeated this in our first few classes.

Yeah, revising my "niat" again...Why I want to become a doctor ??
a) I felt uncomfortable or restless when someone felt sick in front of me.. I felt so helpless. I HOPE that I can do something for them (in future - my patients) :) And I want to treat them as my FAMILY, treat them with LOVE.

b) I have a dream (not prepare yet to tell the public). To achieve my dream, it would be easier if I have a profession first especially, if I am a doctor.

c) A way to help others, as there is a saying in chinese idioms which sounds : "助人为快乐之本", meaning that helping others is one of the happiness. I am not saying that u can't help people by being a teacher, an engineer, a lawyer or other profession, just that I chose this! I chose to help others by having my profession as a doctor..

I did kept a folder in my laptop, a folder full of some nice, encouraging songs, mostly hymns. The folder entitled "revise my niat" ;) Every time after I revise my niat, I will become better and I know, I am happy and thankful with everything that I had with me now. God will lead me! Moreover, I still have a very supportive family and friends around me. I enjoyed, though it's a bit busy being in 2nd year.

Lastly, hopefully all my "niat"(s) find the favour in His eyes...amen..

"M12" and My new groupmates (^_^)V

Respiratory block is over, I just realized that times go on so fast. It is true that "time wait for no man". I was so blessed with M12's members. They are very cooperative. At first, when I knew that there will be new grouping for second year, I was a bit scared because I am afraid if can't adapt with the new members. So far, things turn out very well. Moreover, all of them are very helpful. Whenever I failed to understand certain topics, I will always go and find Aainaa and Hasvini or the others for their helps. I found out it is easier to understand and remember when there are someone who is willing to teach us. Azra is special as well, during the group discussion, she used mnemonics and this is really helpful to all of us in memorizing, especially for the mechanism of the drugs. Everytime, when I was worried for something or when I come to an indecisive matter, I will always seek the help from Atikah! She will sit down and spend some times with me, giving me a lot of useful advices. Alina and Fiera is too friendly... They will makes jokes or laugh as much as possible, which will enlighten the whole group. Syifaa, Wan and Ain, they are a little bit quiet but they did laugh together when jokes explode in our group! This is all about my new groupmates, which I have been with them for one month already. I hope that all of us will try our best to maintain the dynamics in a group, and together, we help each other in achieving our goal..