Joy To The World~

Joy to the world, the Lord is come,
Let earth receive her King;
Let every heart prepare Him room,
And heaven and nature sing,
And heaven and nature sing,
And heaven, and heaven and nature sing.

Haha...just heard my mum saying that this year the christmas celebration for the kids will be on 23rd of December 2008. Rev. Kong's wife is the chairman for this celebration. Hopefully everything will go on very well. Pastor Ting Ee Ling also will give some sharing during that night. Go! Go! jia you! Luckily they will do the video recording. If not, I will be sad. Haiz~ Hectic life here make me miss Sibu so much. Especially my church, Masland Methodist Church. May all the kids there will have a nice and memorable Christmas celebration. God will always be with us! Forever and ever~Amen

Final exam is coming ...

Wow~ time goes on so fast...I dun have a second to take a breath! So many assignments, presentations and others but thanks God, I still can manage to handle it. Die la..next week have to hand in Foundation Night's proposal! Ah~ So stress...yet final exam is coming. I missed my home so much. I want to go back! About my friends and I??? So So la...nothing new..just last night a quite surprising and worrying quarelling happened-not me ya! Hopefully things will go well when I woke up tomorrow morning.

On Monday nite...

I was too tired. Take a nap during the break time. Dunno when Aqi took my photo!

Director : Karthik , Assistant director : Harmeet....thx 4 trusting me!

Meet, Aainaa and Nash "Where's Ole Anderson?"

Actors and director : (fr. the left) Kit, Icad, Ariff, Karthik and Luqman...

Hectic life~

Life is so so so hectic. The picture above was taken during practising. I felt damn tired. However, I can felt Jesus is walking along with me. Em.. I was acting in a drama..huh?! So many practices and rehearsel but I really enjoyed although a bit been pressured since I was 1 of d main character. Thx Karthik! for trusting me a lot and thx to others as well coz giving me an opportunity to act. Thz narrator, script writer, n others crews. Without u guys, we won't be able carried out such a satisfying drama! 3B d best! I will try to upload more photo afta d final exam~

Pathway for my growing 1

Huh~ Last week is such a hectic week..Sunday, as usual I will sleep late to finish my last touch up on my chemistry lab report. Ya, something happen. In the afternoon, I take a nap after I came back from the church. At the same time, my housemate, xxx, called me and asked me wether want to buy the butterfly (she did mention wether I want to buy the ready preserved butterfly or alive butterfly) but I over heard it as (she asked me wether I want to buy the ready preserved butterfly. I said don't because later Mr. Erci will deducted our lab skills for not dissecting the insects- either I told this statement to Nash or her, I forgot dy. Everything went on smoothly until xxx came back. She voice up to others that she was quite disappointed with me coz she had spent whole day to find the place yet I asked her not to buy it. If this happen to me, I will also get very disappointed. When I heard this from my others housemates, I was quite shock and sad. It was not anyone fault. Actually I heard it wrongly..I was very sad until I nearly cry because I had make someone disappointed and wasting her time to search for the butterfly. But, I didn't cry la..."malu jer". At last, I sms her with all my courage. Thanx God! She forgave me and said nevermind. Thanx to her for been so forgiving and thanx to Mira too. Mira..I really appreciate our friendship! I want to see everything positively. I assumed that every circumstance that I go through is a pathway for my growing so that I will become a more forgiving, more humble, more patience and better person. All the glory to God the Almighty. I can't stand withou Him.

Pathway for my growing 2

"I hope she will wake up the next morning and call me - ibu"

Haha..you've enter my second story of the week. It's on Tuesday, after an insect dissection with Mr. Eric. Harmeet, Mira and I went back with Kit and Mahfuz. At first, Syaz called Mira. Then, I too received a message from Nash, saying that Syafiqah, Sharmala and Saibah involved in accident. At the same time, we already arrived in front of the Cyberia Smart Home so we got down to see. The condition is quite bad and this make me cried. I was so scared when I keep on thinking of the accident but Karthik did present Harmeet, me and Safiah a phrase "ketakutan bukan kehidupan!". Victim- 1 trauma, 1 external bleeding and 1 still in ICU. No one is too be blame in this case, things had happened and it's now a history, a "past tense" for all of us. This lesson teach us to be careful on the road. Let anyone who read this short sharing will pray for Shafiqah and Sharmala. Pls pray for Saibah who was still in ICU. Last night I went to visit her, her mum is very friendly, and kind, postive also. She told me, " I hope Saibah will wake up in the next morning and call me - ibu".

After RAYA~

First week after Raya...huh?! damn tired, daily heavy routine again. I always sleep around 1.30-2.00 am every night..It has become normal to me already. An incident happen within tis week...Erm..want to share or not hah?

Ok, it's happen like this. All my friends(my housemate) are studying ahead of me already, I was a bit slow. Sumore can go and play basketball after that. I was having pressure at that time, really felt very tense. However, I tried to slow down and pray. Luckily, I was able to go through the chemistry exam without tense and relax. All the glory to God the Almighty. Just now got Biology quiz. Ok...not bad..I stady with calm this time, not like previously. Before this, I will easily become tention if got exam but now, I can successfully tackle it. With man all the things is impossible but with God, everything is possible. God will always put an angel beside you when you encounter any problem. And special thanks to Aqi, I'll always message her when I m in tense or bored. Thanks Aqi! Peace~I dy decided! Wan to live happily everyday, "kao zhu xi le!"

Acting~

my moral project...guess which am I? ;)

Tag

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the 1st page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation

b) Tag 5 people to do the same once you've finish answering every question

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday..

16th July!!

2. Place you want to travel to:

J'aime la langue francais, J'espère que d'aller en France.

3. Your favourite place:

Sibu Masland Methodist Church

4. Your favorite food:

Yummy..yummy..Penang laksa my favourite!

5. Your favorite pet:

always have them in d aquarium, but always die ..however, i won't give up 1 . Bcoz they r so cute!=P

6. Favorite color combination:

red white n black..

7. Favorite piece of clothing:

8. Your all time favorite song:

赞美之泉

9. Favorite TV show:

did watch House, Grey's anatomy and CSI, but x addicted 2 them!

10. First name of your significant other/crush:

secret!!

11. Which town do you live in:

for nearly 13 years!! :p

12. Your screen name/nickname:

Evie! CUCMS friends used 2 call me tat :)

13. Your first job:

super duper student.. hehe

14. Your dream job:

helping others~d hapiness is doubled!

15. One bad habit that you have:

not brave enough to tell d good news 2 my sister :'(

16. Worst fear:

being left alone.... =|

17: Things you'd like to do before you die:

loving people around me..let no one leave me without happiness :D

18. The 1st thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000:

donate to church construction :)

19. Your husband/wife :

no idea!!

5 person who I would like 2 tag:
-anyone...who read tis! hehe!

keep going on~

Have been in Sibu for 3 days dy...31st Aug- I arrived at Sibu Airport at around 8.50a.m. Then, my mum straight away drove me to Masland Methodist Church. My mum asked my favour to help her at the Sunday School there but I missed the sermon too much that I told her I would like to go straight away to the morning service. Of coz it's okay for her. Then she dropped me in front of Sibu Trade and Exhibition Centre. I knew earlier dy tat day Pastor Moh Chiu Yin, is giving the sermon. Wow...feel so good attending the sunday morning service, after I didn't attend for any sunday service within pass 2 months. On that day, or I can said during this short holiday, i managed to hear two sermons, one from Pastor Moh and another from Pastor Khoo at Wesley Methodist Church. Tonight, I followed my mum to their discipleship class. They shared lots of things there and I can see my mum enjoyed while studying d words of God. If only I got the chance...~Did saw Pastor Moh, she ended her class early..I did asked her something about God's will. She said I have to use that word carefully. Coz sometimes, if tragedy happened and we still told them its "God's will", we are just like blaming the God. This may not comfort the victims but even make the situation worsen. However, she said there may be sometimes things happened according to God's will. I'll be leaving AGAIN next Sunday 9 15 a.m. so sad! Looking forward to the Thursday night prayer meeting...The only thing I miss Sibu a lot is not the "Kampua mee" or "Kom pia" or watever food, but I missed the church so much. Sibu people were so blessed to have so many church here, compared to Cyberjaya. Yet, there are still a lot of people refuse to attend the Sunday service...wat a sad scenario!

Letter from an Unsaved Friend

My friend, I stand in judgment now,
and feel that you’re to blame somehow.
On earth I walked with you by day,
and never did you show the way.

You knew the Savior in truth and glory,
But never did you tell the story.
My knowledge then was very dim.
You could have led me safe to Him.

Though we lived together, here on earth,
you never told me of the second birth.
And now I stand before eternal hell,
because of heaven’s glory you did not tell!

God listens to prayers...

YaHoo! Just finish d Chemistry test today~ Huh! worry for so long...But wait..this Wednesday is Pengajian Malaysia test and Thursday...Oh..no! Physic test...I am not good in Physic ...dunno y oo..However, I am very very happy..Let me share..yesterday suddenly I had an urge to study at Club house in front of my apartment there, so, I went there with Amira and Regi. During that time, I was having headache, actually I had been coughing for 2 weeks already, and did not recover..Around 2 something we went to Indon Cafe there to have our lunch. We sat in the cafe for at least one and a half hour..because Regi's and Mira's food was served late. After that, we went back to the club house to continue our studies..Regi and Mira went down to buy french fries...we ate french fries while studies to stay AWAKE!

Just as three of us sit together and having chit-chat, suddenly I saw a woman walking by, sitting at the third table. From the first sight I can knew she's a Christian because I saw her t-shirt-something about mission 2007 and there's a cross there. So I am quite sure that this lady must be a Christian. At first I ask Regi to approach the lady but she didn't dare to do so..so I have to go by my own..so as usual, with my 'muka tembok', I went and approached the lady. Yeah, she's from Methodist church, she is going around doing something like...erm..in short "she's from Campus Crusade for Christ". Never heard before? So do I..hehe! She told me that they have a fellowship every Sunday night at 7.30p.m. She also told me many things, I felt like she's my angel, the happiness is just as the day I got the chance to talk to Pastor Moh Chiu Yin on the flight on the 7th July 2008. about 2 months ago(unbelievable meeting, thx God!)..so I got to know that there's a girl doing BPharm in CUCMS, she came from Sibu a few weeks ago..Glad to know her so after this maybe I 'll go to church with her..Yeah, like Sis Xue Er said,"God listens to my prayer." Really!! all the glory be to God.

Tiring~

I have been coughing for more than a week dy... Haiz~ Here, in CUCMS we have to take Information Technology..have to do a website..By 10.30 am today, Pn. Salihah want to see our website .. Haha..guess when did I upload the file? My group, Mira and Harmeet uploaded the file in the web hosting at 5.30a.m. at main campus. So, what time did we go back 2 Cyberia? After that la..I slept at around 6.00 a.m. Luckily my class start at 10.30a.m. First time experience~:p But I slept in Dr. Azah class...Can't help to open my eyes during d class...sorry~

Some others feeling creeps into my heart...

A day that I've been waiting for a month finally comes. It's a charity event organised by Foundation in Sciences Association (FOSA). All the while the committee's members and the foundation students are busy working on this event. Basically, we are having a BBq and spent some times with the kids from Tasputra Perkim.

That morning, I reached at the Cyberpark around 7.30 a.m. Help out a little bit and get all the items for games in a place. After that, Chai Peng and I found out we didn't have polystrene bowl so we go around Cyberjaya to find. Luckily, a store beside 7-eleven did sell the polysterne bowl and mahjong paper...

I was very excited when I heard the team from Tasputra Perkim's is arriving. Usherers went to welcomed them. However, when I saw them, some others feeling creeps into my heart, is it sympathy? sad? heart broken? I only waved to them as they passed by. Most of them are on the wheelchairs. Amira quickly came to me and she said that she felt like want to cry. I asked her to cool down because Puan Suraya did tell us, not to cry on that day.

I no longer standing there, because I knew that there must be a change in the plan for the games. At last, Melvin and I decided to cancel out 2 games due to their inability and we brought them to go for a walk in the Cyberpark. I was quite busy serving the food, in charge of the games but I did manage to take some photo. I too spent times with 3 disable kids, who are Meng, Umi and Letchumi. Later I will show you the photos. I preferred to load myself with some works because I will become very sad when I saw them "the kids". But of course I still put on a smile and carried some of them when I was with them. Actually when I carried them, I too afraid that I might harm them beacuse I was not good in carrying baby, since I have no younger sister or brother.

I was very happy when I saw our guitarists- Melvin, Sanjeev, Harith, Ikmal, Azu and Syafiq,our mascot "the pooh" entertained the kids. Firdaus, one of the kids can play guitar also. All the kids love the music very much. I was really happy when I saw the kids really enjoyed.

That night, I called my mother. I cried...My mum was very shocked. I am a kind that hard to cry in front of people and like to cry alone..Sometimes I will cry to people who I feel they are close to me, such as my mum...Take note that if you ever saw me crying in public, sorry...that's not me :-) I asked my mum why the world is so unfair...My spiritual teacher too tell me that my main focus now is to study! She said what can I do for those disable??? I myself dunno what am I doing here..rite now in CUCMS :(

Me, Meng and Chai Peng

Letchumi and I

My buddies

30 hours famine theme song, hope this song will remind us of them....for me more on less the situation is quite similar~

明天孩有希望
Tomorrow

小小的眼光
失去了光芒
即使小小的手掌
也有权飞翔
大大的梦想
失去了力量
哪儿有大大的肩膀
温暖他心房
明天孩子们会有希望
会长出耀眼的翅膀
朝着那温暖的风和光
轻轻地飞扬
The world we live in
Can do with giving
A child today
Is a child of our tomorrow
I’ve seen the children
Who have been broken
By wars and hunger and natural disaster
So broken
When tomorrow comes
We must have hope
We must reach out
To every single child
When Tomorrow comes
We spread our love
And make it a better day
生活会有悲和喜
We’ve gotta pray and do our best
只要伸出我们的手
To bring you a better tomorrow
明天孩子们会有希望
会长出耀眼的翅膀
When Tomorrow comes
We spread our love
And make it a better day/让你我都飞扬
明天孩子们会有希望
会长出耀眼的翅膀
When Tomorrow comes
We spread our love
And make it a better day

I found...

This happened a day before the charity event. I found a true friend. There were several times where I was very stress preparing the stuff for the activities (games) on the day of the charity event. This 'girl' always supported me and encouraged me to be stronger. She asked me not to give up easily. A tree with a strong root but without a firm soil to support it will fall down at last.

The day before the charity event, I went to her house to help her housemates in preparing 'dadih' and jelly. Wow! That's my first experience since that my family is a kind who do not have interest in baking~ After that, we went to Indo Cafe to have our dinner and at the same time, we watch the opening ceremony of the Beijing Olimpic 2008. She knew that I have to help Put to do the banner so she came to lend a hand to us.

That night, she came to sleep in my house with the permission from my housemates. She too help us in preparing the sandwiches. I slept around 4.00 a.m...Zzzzz.Throughout this charity event, I didn't spend much time with Amira because she have been very busy with Haizun, the person-in-charge of food.

Sleep soundly after that since I have been going around that morning...distributing the task to the games committee members...tired!

Why I have to help people in need? Because of LOVE...

Is it that I done it all for fame? Or is it I think that I will become happier by helping others? What did bible tell us?

Bible says :

You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind.' "This is the great and foremost commandment. "And a second is like it, 'You shall love your neighbor as yourself.' On these two commandments depend the whole Law and the Prophets." ( Matthew 22:37-40)

"But love your enemies, and do good, and lend, expecting nothing in return; and your reward in heaven will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High; for He Himself is kind to ungrateful and evil men." ( Luke 6:35)

" A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another, even as I have loved you, that you also love one another. By this all men will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another." ( John 13:34-35)

Actually, I helped them because I can see Jesus in them. I do it all for the glory of God. My wish is “I want to bring happiness whenever I go, LOVE them with pure heart and spread the gospel to them! So that men will know that I am His disciple! My favourite bible verse is “Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity. (1 Tim. 4:12)

God’s wish “He wants everyone to be save”... I love my parents and all my relatives. I love my friends too, especially my sister! I hope one day she will accept Jesus as her personal savior. Hopefully everyone will have an opportunity to heard the good news, the gospel. I already loved them, but I know that’s not enough~

为何我要帮他们？因为爱！

难到我要出名吗？ 或是我本身觉得助人为快乐之本？圣经怎么说呢？

圣经说 ：

耶稣对他说，你要尽心，尽性，尽意，爱主你的神。 这是诫命中的第一，且是最大的。 其次也相仿，就是要爱人如己。 这两条诫命，是律法和先知一切道理的总纲。 ( 马太 22:37-40)

你们倒要爱仇敌，也要善待他们，并要借给人不指望偿还。你们的赏赐就必大了，你们也必作至高者的儿子。因为他恩待那忘恩的和作恶的。 ( 路加 6:35)

我赐给你们一条新命令，乃是叫你们彼此相爱。我怎样爱你们，你们也要怎样相爱。 你们若有彼此相爱的心，众人因此就认出你们是我的门徒了。 ( 约翰 13:34-35)

其实，我帮助他们是因为在他们里我看到耶稣。我所做的一切是为了荣耀神的名。我的愿望是 “无论我到那里去，我都要带给人们喜乐！真心的爱他们， 把福音传给他们！” 。众人因此就认出我们是我主耶稣的门徒了。。。我最喜欢的经节是“不可叫人看小你年轻。总要在言语，行为， 爱心， 青洁上， 都要做信徒的榜样”。 (提摩太前书4章12节)

神的心愿是“不愿一人沉沦，乃愿人人得救！”。我爱我的父母，我的外婆，外公，舅舅，还有我的亲戚们， 我也爱我的朋友们，由其是我最要好的姐妹，王X X 。。。但愿人人都有机会听到福音! 我已爱他们了，可是我知道那是不够的～